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CRYBABY

I'm sad and grumpy and snappy these days. Could it be the weather? (grey. grey. rain. grey) Could it be PMS? (3 candy bars consumed in the space of as many hours last night) Could it be work? (stress, more stress, oh and there's some stress under there, you missed some)

Yesterday, Anders took the kids and went over to his friend Mats' house to practice their roast presentation for Mikael & Lene's birthday party on Saturday. I had the house to myself. Nice and quiet. I ate dinner, read more of my book, surfed the web for a bit, looked for articles for the AWC newsletter and then I went to bed...at 8:30 p.m. My brother called then and I talked to him for about an hour which helped cheer me up a bit. I was asleep by 10. Hmmmm...

My boss just scheduled a meeting with me for next week to "discuss work status, work load, working conditions, etc." I have a feeling it's going to take every ounce of self-control I have not to cry at some point because I'm getting way too emotional about this. (another clear sign that this is probably PMS). Every morning I have to drag myself out of bed to go to work. I don't want to go. I don't want to be here. Even my fun projects aren't fun. Everyone is grumpy and depressed and stressed, it's not just me.

I heard back from the company that I sent my resume to: at least 3 more weeks before they'll get back to me about setting a date to meet. sigh

I think I'll need to use Yahoo's new Soul-Search Engine and figure out what to do with myself.
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