May 5th, 2009



I'm too sick-at-heart to write much right now. Grief and concern and horror are like giant elephants lumbering around the room. Every time I turn around I'm struck again by how enormous they are, and how they just seem to have come out of nowhere and how they take up ALL THE SPACE around me.

Too many friends going through too many awful things right now.

How can these things be??

I have no answers and my cries to the universe seem to be falling on deaf ears. Perhaps if I try singing instead.
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